It's 5:30 in the morning and it's the 2nd night out of the last 3 that I have not got sleep. I really don't know why this is happening but I have gone in a blank phase--a switch off phase I suppose. I am missing my parents, my bro in law, may sister, my granny, my entire family back in delhi, my colleagues at the bank, my clients whom I was a relationship manager for more than 4 years. I am missing everyone who I dont meet frequently and I wish I could give all of them a tight hug right now.
Sometimes I wonder whether I have done a lot. But I always convince myself by saying "No". I have to do so much more and want to achieve a lot in life. The Biggest Loser was just the beginning of the best days to come. I am proud of the fact that I am an Inspiration to many people out there and want all of them to know that I will always be glad to help and share my entire experience of weight loss, of survival, of fighting it out even when the odds were not in my favour, of achieving the impossible,of cherishing every moment.
I have a huge cut out of my old days in my bedroom and whenever I wake up in the morning that's the first thing I look at and it just brings a smaile to my face. I love to wake up with a smile and the day just goes smiling away. Many of my friends actually get scared when they see the cut out, they feel that someone just entered the room without them knowing..Haha.
I am looking for domestic help at the moment coz my bai who was here earlier was demanding more salary. So gave her a good farewell. The only cooking I am doing at the moment is my breakfast. Lunches are either in the gym or at my friends house. Dinners are also usually out. I do make the best breakfast. Right from omlettes, to scrammbled egg, to fried egg, to french toast, to bhurji, I can make anything........Mondays is usually Subway day for me...aare the roasted chicken breast sub is for 60 bucks only.. Still love the one pe one free offers.
If I was in delhi right now I would be getting the grand services at home..am going to delhi for sure soon...really miss being there...miss my best buddies...aditya, susshant, pooja, karan, anusheela,gaurav,ratik,jatin,....everyone.....miss the amazing gol gappaas at bengali market.
Well, lets get back to reality.. I am going to the gym now in 30 mts...and then for kick boxing at 8 am...I hope I dont get sleep thru the day coz again tomorrow my cycle will get screwed. Saw " The Happening "today and it was not that happening...saw this movie "Superbad" on DVD which was pretty happening. I love watching movies and love the popcorn too.. Am going to subscribe to BIG Flix too..heard they rent out unlimited DVD's for 299 bucks only per month. Thats what Sumi told me...
Am waiting for Shilpa and Appu's anniversary on saturday plus Amit and Nishi's reality show which starts on the same day...waise..one more good news today,I am off to jaipur in november to attend my rakhi sister's sisters wedding, Pinky and my Citibanker friend whom I met thru Pinky, Aditya at the Neemrana fort palace. If you guys read my diary of New york city you will know who these 2 are. They made me have the time of my life there.
Am off now for my workouts and am going to have a great day today!!
Cheers
Sandeep
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